So glad.

I am glad i started this blog. Even though I don't really feel like I have much to talk about. I still like having it and knowing that I can write all of this down.

My first reward will be....

For losing 10 pounds something cute from this adorable site:

http://www.sewgracious.com/

I love it!!

what i need to do

food diary
water
no sugar
move everyday in some way
check in with HYC

So I got to thinking

maybe I really CAN lose weight....maybe I really CAN do this just for me and no one else.I could just make up my own plan and do it all on my own. I have all the things I need. The knowledge, the space to workout and even the time now. Hmmmm.....



I am going to do it and just not tell anyone. I know I can...I'll use my blog to write about it and motivate me. Yes, whoever reads this will know my plan......



Wow! I am really excited about this!!

blah, blah, blah

I am back at blogging about my life. This time, I time I am taking things seriously and slowly.

These things I know:
1) I hate my body
2) I need to be a better wife/mother
3) I am glad that I am starting school in May (even though it scares me to death)
4) I am going to finish school no matter what it takes
5) I NEED to take care of myself
6) Reading has made me happy again

So, here is my new life plan.

I am tired of stopping and starting things. Tired of being the fat wife, mother, friend. Tired of being sick all the time. The one with no immune system....no money, no social life.

Well, those things are changing.

what's going on??

Well, I made the decision to go back to school but, now, of course, like everything else in my life, I question that decision. I question all my decisions.

I want to lose weight, get my house together, my family together and my life together.....

Now, where/how to start????

Research I must do.....