To Do Lists....

I am going to start journaling again and spending time for me. I am going to start going to bed early and getting up early to have my time for myself. I think it will make me happier and healthier and not feel so .... desperate?? I don't know if that's the right word or not but, I am going to start taking care of myself and realizing that I am someone too. Not just mommy or the wife. I have decieded to do things to make me happy. I really loved walking this week with ben. He had fun on the playground and I had a great time walking the track. I don't want to lose that. I felt like I was doing something for myself and I was. Now, i am going to keep it up!!