I want to officially join WW. I know I can do it. My goal for right now, lose 15 pounds before January 2008. My ultimate goal is to lose 40 pounds by November 1, 2008 (Ben's 3rd b-day). I know I can do this. I just feel like I need some REAL support. J is not really all that suppportive. I can make better choices...I've got to, for me, for Ben...for my health.
I think tonight I will do a round of DIVA's and then figure out what/how to do this without, having to worry about ppl judging me...watching me. Without having to look at MIL and think... OMG I'm going to end up like that. I don't want to think that and I know it's mean but, I can't help it. But, she doesn't care...about herself at all and that makes me kinda feel sorry for her. That makes me feel like I cannot get back in that hole again that I was in. I have way too much at stake now.
So, this is my official confirmation--I am going to FOCUS on the good things, on ME for a change, and for the glory that God will bring, if I will trust in Him for all things in my life.
I know that He provides and wants us to be successful. I know that He is always there and He can provide a way for this to happen for me. I know that I just need a plan and determination and LOTS of hard work.
I have come to accept the fact that I will have to work harder for this than anything I have ever done and i am ready to do just that. I am ready, ready, ready!!
UPDATE:
Well, I can't officially join. I have to do this on my own adn I will.
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